Thursday, June 5, 2008


I haven't updated my weight stuff. Maybe I will do that tonight... maybe. I put together a video to send to DH for Father's Day. I asked my Daughter questions like what is Daddy's favorite food? What is your favorite thing to do with Daddy? I recorded her answers on the web cam and then I spliced those into pictures of those two together and set it all to the song he sings to by Stained called Zoe Jane. It turned out amazing. I burned it to a disk and will send it to him in his next care package. He is just going to be elated over it. It's hard to think of good things to do for holidays when you are separated by deployment. I tried to post the actual video on here but it kept failing. Oh well. Enjoy your day!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Maybe you don't understand..

Taken from a friend's myspace - The togetherness and acceptence of the rave community is truly incredible. I guess that's the point.. and certainly the occasional dose of mdma doesn't hurt either... but it's way more than music, more than dancing, more than the drug's some underlying deep human connection that transcends funny clothes and beads and glowsticks-- something I need to explore and want to be a part of. And so, next time, I will be there, more glowsticks, more candy and toys to give away :)

Monday, June 2, 2008




The rave was amazing.


Thursday, May 29, 2008

2 more weeks

Then school is out for the summer. Now I have to find a way to entertain my child lol. Being in WA makes it hard to spend alot of time outside.. too much rain. Another thing that I didn't think about was that I will have to make sure there is breakfast and lunch food here for her. Think I will go take a nap and enjoy my peace and quiet while it lasts.

schools out

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Trading Spouses / Wife Swap

So I like watching these shows.

Same sex marriage

Breaking News Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 12:17 PM PDT
SAN FRANCISCO (AP) California officials: Counties can start issuing marriage licenses to same-sex couples beginning June 17

I'm so excited! I'm so happy for some of my friends. This really means alot to people.


I hate it...
not really...
I am on my period ( menstrual cycle ) and I crave chocolate so badly. Yesterday I ate over 2,000 calories just on chocolate. What is wrong with me?
I need suggestions.. anyone have any ideas?
Is there a chocolate anonymous?

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Watch it go!

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I stepped on the scale last night and realized that all the weight I had lost had come back, along with about 10 extra pounds. I'm angry. Very angry. Mostly at myself for not keeping up the work I was doing before and for deciding that I am not worth it. So today it is back on the saddle. Watch my food, drink lots of water, take my vitamins, keep a journal, work out... every day no excuses. So after I get off of here I will go spend an hour on the stationary bike. It's pretty easy exercise because I can watch TV while I do the auto program.
MIKA - Big Girl (You Are Beautiful)

Monday, May 26, 2008

Blogging is the new cool thing to do correct?

I decided that since I read another persons blog daily that I might want a place to come and spew my own rambling. Her name is Dawn and here is a link to her page.
Also here is a song I've fallen in love with...

I'll be around posting more.. keep an eye out okay!